2010 -> 2011

Wootz~!

01012011

The start of a new decade :)

2010 has been really a not-too-bad year.

I’ve learned way too many things in 2010 compared to any other years in my life.
Gotten a little mature and a tiny weeny bit more responsible.

First and foremost, things that I learned about myself
I’ve changed at least 20% spiritually, 40% emotionally and 50% mentally.

Started only a couple of months ago, but realized that the frequency is increasing slowly.
Changes in way of thinking like:

From [Forget it, there is always next time] To [It's now or never~!]

From [Leave it there, someone else will handle it] To [Lao Niang will be dead for god knows how many centuries before someone is going to do it.]

From [Oh man, I don't think i can do it] To [Bah~! Give me 100 good reasons why should I start worrying before I start doing anything~? I'll start worrying after I fail~!]

Not that these changes in the mindset is bad, it do makes me feel that I’m starting to take on responsibility with the things I’m doing, but i do feel that if the frequency increases too much I’ll get burned out pretty easily.

People are telling me that if only I was this responsible and sensible when I started poly, I might be able to get into an university

BUT MEH~! I can’t help but want them to keep quiet. Don’t get me wrong, I do want to further my studies, but it always feels like something is wrong during my school years. I need time to go out there and gained a little experiences about life and people before I can proceed on with life. Thus, I’ve no regret ^_<

I'm no longer that same dude 12months ago, at least, not exactly the same. :x

I took the whole of the 20 years in my life to realize that, if there is one thing that I like about myself, it's my devil-may-care attitude. With this discovery, I think I'll be able to live a life a little happier than how it was.

I got to experienced all sorts of new things in people relationship at work.

The freshness of working with people of different age groups.
The satisfaction of completing a task with various people in a tight deadline.
The anger of been sabotage by some bloody fellows
…etc

Met with various type of people this year.
There are some who are just so totally sweet and lovable, some who are kind and helpful, some who are reliable and charismatic, some who are dominating and irritating, who are childish and dumb, some who are disgustingly 'sweet', some and some who should just die horribly.

Begone to those who, even a little, screwed up my life at any point of the time. I hope you guys will just friggin go and never ever come back.

Goodbyes to those who, for whatever reason, exited my life. All the best in whatever you guys do.

Best wishes to those who have created wonderful memories in my life. I look forward to spending another good year with you people.

With that, Happy 2011~! <3

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